LAUGHING IS AN INSTANT VACATION.

LOL , OK DONE.

"In this world, there will always be someone nice. Let me bring you home."






YO. I TURNED 19 LAST NIGHT!

Its the first time I celebrated my birthday for four days! HAHAHA. Kinda busy and special.
Love all my friends.

Celebrated with classmates on thursday.
No grand restaurants! PRATA HOUSE!! YAYYY~ Sam Our favourites!

Sam pretended that he wun follow us but OH PLEASE, OF COURSE I KNOW ITS GONNA BE A SURPRISE!
Hahahahaahha.. Of course Sam will come la, coz he can't resist PRATA~ AT ALL!
Hope I din spoil the mood though. HAHAHAHAHAHA..







I never had better noodles! Serious.
The cake was so cute though I din notice it untill they say its baked like a bowl of noodles. HAHA .. COOUTE LOR!




Lighting up the candles took almost half of the matchbox and when the candles are finally lit,
the cake was on the floor hiding from the wind.
HAHA,, I MADE MY WISHES KNEELING DOWN. LOLL

Honestly did not have much wishes. When I make my wishes, i just shut my eyes and smiled. =)
Nothing went through my head really, except that I was happy.









And then they all got distracted with a pregnant cat that passed by. LOL


The next day, received lots of sweet stuff from classmates. Ms Sub also gave me a stretch of chocolates. LOL
Was looking forward to meeting Suan after school. BUT AH SUAN FLY AEROPLANE!! 
WOOOOOOOSHHHHH!!!!
Hahaha, SAD man, well, its okay! I'll pretend that she celebrated with me! HAHAHAHA

Love you SUAN~

Met up with Tze for small talks at the playground then went for supper with Mar and Ghost.
Been so long since the three of us went out for supper.


Saturday was celebrated with GC mates.
Victor's Fish and Co surprise was successful except that the surprise was silent. .......................
HAHAHAHA Totally did not expect everyone to be sitting there waiting for me.
AND I LOVE YOU YIP!! FOR COMING!! MUAKZ. Too bad a couple of them couldnt be there.













The food was niceee, especially the cake.
Putting it in the fridge 1st proved to be a bad decision.





The cake was served like stone. I had a hard time cutting it.
It was hard but I MELTED. THANKS VICTOR~



Thanks everyone who came~ heeE =)
Went home with victor to keep my mother accompany and I treated the family to nice food for dinner.
YAY~

On Sunday!!! VICTOR CAME, AND WE HAD STEAMBOAT AT MY DAD'S HOUSE, Freaking full!!
No photos, too bad.

Then rushed down to my grandma's house and how i wished my siblings would come visit her often.
They played around with my sister's lens-less specs. HAHAHA SO COOOUUTEE!!


I LOVE MY GRANDMA. MUAKZ~


Today, back in school and I would say the only accomplishment I did today was this:

  WOOOOOOOOOSHHHH~~~  THE SIGNAGE IS UP LIKE FINALLY!!!!  YAY~

The text are abit distorted but, ITS HAND PAINTED!! 
Its our hard work omgomogomg, PLEASE HELP ME LOOK OUT FOR IT THANKSSS~ 



Yay~
Thats all, I'd better make sure tomorrow is fruitful~

LOL

ANTS

Yesterday, while I was bathing,  I saw a trail of ants on the toilet wall.
So I went to blow them hoping they will disperse by themselves.

But then I noticed the ants are crowding around another ant. And that ant is a QUEEN.
I know its a QUEEN ANT BECAUSE IT IS PREGNANT.

I know it is pregnant because the rest of the ants has tiny butts but she has a gigantic one.
The Queen ant was stuck on the wall and cannot move.

I saw the ants coming over to help her unstuck herself.
Then there were other ants on the trail who are rescuing other ants stuck on the wall.
And other ants guarding a hole in the wall which i assume is their hideout.


EVEN ANTS HELP EACH OTHER.
That was what went through my mind and I decided not to create a waterfall on the wall to wash them away.
It's like they are living their own life and so am I, I shall not create a natural disaster for them.

Yes, I am crazy but at that instance I felt touched.
It just reminds me. Even ants love and help. I really don't see why it is right for us to kill them
just because they happen to live in between our walls.

 We all have our own business to mind.



I started redoing my LITTLE MATCHSTICK GIRL project.
I look at it now I really see all the mistakes.
I still remember I posted an entry last year saying that I will climb from the bottom up and
because I suck, I can only get better. Looking at last year's work brought back lots of memories.



REDOING THIS PROJECT ALSO BRINGS BACK MY MENTALITY. Stupid guys rape girls and turn them into slaves.
This happens in almost every case study report I read for this project. It just boils me up.





And then I stumbled on this website. STOP CHILD TRAFFICKING NOW.
CHECK IT OUT.. QUITE COOL WEBPAGE DESIGN.
www.sctnow.org/

And it makes me hooked on starting campaigns. At least thinking about starting campaigns.
At least it's about thinking of making it happen.
And it's about trying to help.


Thats all for thoughts.

LOL

"The hero is really a puppet. The storyteller is the one who inspires us."  Robert Schmidt





Okay,
Long stories.
Really lazy to talk grandmother stories so, just short and sweet for each.



After the submission it was work at bukit batok. Nice sceneries, no aircon and dozens of mosquitoes. ZZZ.






Mermaid balloon which Jolene says it looks wrong but Its all in her dirty mind.
LOL


Then it the Botanic Garden with Vicky.














Then it was more work at PlazaSing in Times Fair and I found lots of
interesting books like the following for example:



One of the ways to humiliate yourself is to eat a kind of vegetable like spinach that sticks to
the front of your teeth easily and walk into a ballroom party making eyes at that beau you have been watching.
When you catch his/her eye, flash your biggest smile and turn away coyly. He/she will not help but notice that big wad
of green spinach stuck on your teeth in that most awkward place and start laughing.
You will be so humiliated you will not dare to smile again.
GUARANTEED.

Cool book and cool tricks.




It was boring at work, such a waste of time. I was just standing there for money's sake. Hate that.
Suan came to visit. Miss her lots.







Then it was BBQ Outing with Guitar Ppl.











Then it was Victor's house. Not the building in this photo, it was just passing by.




And then it was Suan again. Finally back to swimming. It's been years.
And I miss it!



And then I met Wilson for lunch which was really very long since we last meet out.

Then visited YIP at her workplace last tuesday. Cooked and delivered the food to her.
And then I visted Fyzzah at her workplace and chit chatted for awhile. Really miss her mother's beehoon!!

Then it was more work with Faber Castell at Expo. WHICH IS SIAN~

Met Tze and her friend this morning with my approval stamp. But to be honest, I really can't tell because I want to be objective and fair.
But I should not worry too much because I should believe you can stand up for yourself or if you can't you will have me behind you.

Tomorrow meeting Geraldine and Tze for Wally dinner.
Dunno what's the purpose. THE FOOD SHOULD BETTER BE GOOD.



Oh and by the way, Billy is being displayed in the glass box.
But he looks real handicapped though.





I am glad I made time for most of my friends. I haven forgotten anyone at all.
There are lots of things I will always remember. =)





That's all.
I must redo my projects. MUST.

"What I did was to put one foot in front of the other, shut my eyes, and step off the ledge.
The surprise was that I landed on my feet." – Katherine Graham


This quote caught my attention.
Probably because the way it was described made me imagine myself jumping off from the window.
And the surprise was that I DID NOT DIE.
It was also a surprise because I'd never jump off the window like that coz I am scared of heights.


Please read again. That sentence wasn't talking about suicide or jumping off the windows.






You think, "I'm gonna fail, I'm gonna die." But you take a deep breath and you jump right in and
TADA!! YOU ARE ALIVE!

If you never dared to jump off that ledge, you'll never learn to fly.
And you'll never succeed in life.

This is one of the many things about hope that I have learnt from the book I have been reading for my Bone project.
Hope, how triumphant leaders create the future by Andrew Razeghi.
It might sound tacky to you but it gave me so much inspiration for my project.
Reading does help and I have learnt so much.



I feel so motivated that Giving up sounds like a really stupid thing to do.
Because, we will always trip and fall in life but if you stop standing up again from these falls you will just lie
on the road like a cripple.


We will always have to move on and if you believe you can do it, you can stand up or even fly.
Just simply coz we have an imaginative mind. Because we believe, we can.




That's all. Have some hope, people.

You can when you believe.




YOYOYO,

ITS OVER! ITS OVEERRRR~~~

9 weeks of BONE is done and submitted ytd.


When a child is diagnosed with Leukemia, they will be presented with a
BAG OF COURAGE. The bag contains items that motivate
the children to fight on with the illness and never give up on hope.



   SUBMISSION IS OVER!!!





The Witch and Billy. The black and the white.


Mirene's La Woup Restaurant.




Marilyn's Black Hole Cafe.


Tze Wei's ANTI SHARKS FIN


Dorries's Tooth Mug!


Aisyah's Book of Trust.



Elijah's redesign.


Jun Wei's ENOUGH!


My Billy


I dun have photos of the work of the rest of the class.. SO SAD! I cant believe I forgot to take fyzza and rizz's work.
How could I? HAHA.. sorrryyyy.. There's really lots more very nice work by the rest of the class.
BUT OVERALL EVERYONE DID A GOOD JOB!! HURRAYYYYYY!
*Pats, kisses and hugs*


The worst is over. What else can't we overcome?
My dear classmates I am so proud of everyone.
The feeling of working hard together is very very priceless.
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, CLASSMATES, LECTURERS AND FRIENDS.


I really love SDN. I dunno what else to say le. THANK YOU LECTURERS. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Thank you Ms Subrina for your prayers. I really melted when I heard it. I really appreciate it!
Thank you Ms Tan for your smiles, you have no idea how much your smiles inspire me.
Thank you Ms Ong for all the knowledge you pass on.
Thank you Mr Tan for your buddha-like aura.
Thank you Ms shavardy for the pop-up tricks.
Thank you LLF and CCF for believing in me.
Thank you Vicky for always being here with me.
Thank you Tze and shirley for the times we stay back together.
Thank you Fyzzah for the hugs and singing.
Thank you Rizz for beingS soS funnyS.
Thank you Mirene for spicing up school days.
Thank you Keris for helping me with the cutting.
Thank you Aisyah for tolerating my abrupt laughter.
Wa lau the thank yous are never ending....

Thank you everybody.


BILLY IS SUBMITTED.
THE END OF THE STORY.

Believe, and you can do it.




YOYOYO

BONE: BILLY FINDS COURAGE.
I am left with less than 2 weeks before Billy turns himself in on the submission date.
My plan did not work out, but its alright, it already seemed impossible.
At least i made it this far.

After talking to ms Tan about my plan..  I felt so much better. Even though it kind of failed I am happy.
Simply becoz there are people who support me. i feel loved.. thanks everyone.
Thanks Victor.


I almost lost my motivation, but NO.. I had it hanging on my pinkie. HAHAHA.. you can't escape my clutches~~.










Had been coughing like mad in class.. thank ms ong for the masks. It gave us some entertainment.



Was at Fyzzah's house earlier on. Her house felt like a high class restaurant. Fyzzah's mother was sooo nicee..
There was so much food and potato chips.. I know I shouldnt but I cant refuse it.. HAHHAAH..








We like the party.. We like.. We like the party..

THE POTATO CHIPS ARE NICEE..
But its gonna make me lose my voice again.


Billy is calling me..
My bed is calling me..
Which way?